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Hey my 20th birthday was yesterday!! I've decided to drop off these pounds before my 21st birthday. I'm 5'8 and weigh 212 a size 16. Please don't get it twisted I love my curves I just want to trim down to about a size 10 or 12. I'm an African American female who attends an HBCU(historically black college/ university. I live close to DETROIT michigan. This diary it just going to be the BRUTALLY HONEST. I plan to discuss weight issues, men and family problems, just any and everything. PLEASE give ANY feedback!!!
The life of a Black American Princess
by 1bap
Age: 22  Sex: F

555 Entries
# Entry Date
1 women's input ONLY 20/08/2008 09:46 GMT+2
2 my babies growing up 19/08/2008 10:30 GMT+2
3 safe 18/08/2008 11:41 GMT+2
4 quickie 15/08/2008 10:09 GMT+2
5 just for awhile 12/08/2008 11:18 GMT+2
6 need help with a name 12/08/2008 08:53 GMT+2
7 power OUT 12/08/2008 03:25 GMT+2
8 busy week 11/08/2008 01:28 GMT+2
9 random stuff 10/08/2008 08:59 GMT+2
10 summed up 10/08/2008 04:23 GMT+2
11 Gone But Never 4gotten 09/08/2008 09:44 GMT+2
12 after winter must come spring 09/08/2008 09:26 GMT+2
13 sometimes all a girl needs is a..... 08/08/2008 09:05 GMT+2
14 to the left to the left 08/08/2008 05:41 GMT+2
15 1st wives club ANNDD letter to kiddie bappy 07/08/2008 09:23 GMT+2
16 excited about LiFe 07/08/2008 07:15 GMT+2
17 lil miss miley and working on ME 06/08/2008 07:07 GMT+2
18 gettin' by 05/08/2008 10:10 GMT+2
19 the day after 05/08/2008 09:19 GMT+2
20 yesterday,HATERS, and mental vacation 05/08/2008 03:17 GMT+2
21 WE both decided to quit 04/08/2008 07:44 GMT+2
22 stepmother and father are TRULY a piece of work 03/08/2008 11:12 GMT+2
23 william's plane touches town today 02/08/2008 06:40 GMT+2
24 father's point of view(pics) 01/08/2008 09:57 GMT+2
25 what 222 do at casino 01/08/2008 09:19 GMT+2
26 i'm on to something 31/07/2008 10:45 GMT+2
27 refreshed(update at bottom) 31/07/2008 10:08 GMT+2
28 vivan green sung my heart 31/07/2008 04:00 GMT+2
29 new prespective 30/07/2008 12:31 GMT+2
30 i'm NOT a freakin' doll so don't play with me 29/07/2008 11:45 GMT+2
31 entry is all over the place PLUS pics 28/07/2008 12:47 GMT+2
32 ya girl is BACK 27/07/2008 05:55 GMT+2
33 T.G.I.F 25/07/2008 01:05 GMT+2
34 BUSSSYYYYYY BEE...THATS ME! 24/07/2008 09:34 GMT+2
35 passionate about my culture 23/07/2008 04:10 GMT+2
36 painfully honest......let me explain 22/07/2008 11:01 GMT+2
37 when school is over 22/07/2008 10:23 GMT+2
38 cd on repeat...feelin lil wayne 22/07/2008 04:58 GMT+2
39 FRIENDS...how many of us have them 21/07/2008 06:13 GMT+2
40 detoxing SOME people(im gonna be okay) 20/07/2008 12:49 GMT+2
41 random 19/07/2008 01:13 GMT+2
42 live you life...its not enough just to dream it 18/07/2008 10:31 GMT+2
43 dedicated to all the women on mdd 16/07/2008 08:36 GMT+2
44 LOOK HOW FAR I'VE COME(pics) 16/07/2008 04:25 GMT+2
45 aint life funny(PICS) 15/07/2008 10:10 GMT+2
46 the straw that broke THIS camels back.. 13/07/2008 08:34 GMT+2
47 sunday=too many bday parties 12/07/2008 11:22 GMT+2
48 legacys and alter egos 11/07/2008 11:35 GMT+2
49 POLITICAL RANT AND RAVE 10/07/2008 12:00 GMT+2
50 finally a real date 10/07/2008 10:21 GMT+2
51 need advice from mdd...plz 09/07/2008 08:28 GMT+2
52 food 08/07/2008 11:11 GMT+2
53 just glad(PIC UPDATE) 07/07/2008 07:09 GMT+2
54 feeling blah rant...mostly 4 me 06/07/2008 11:38 GMT+2
55 pics of 7/4/ weekend and oldies 04/07/2008 09:50 GMT+2
56 concrete rose...thats me 03/07/2008 12:05 GMT+2
57 bad mama jamma(PICS) 03/07/2008 11:52 GMT+2
58 drama dwindled down....THANK GOD 02/07/2008 06:49 GMT+2
59 umph 30/06/2008 11:32 GMT+2
60 is he cheating OR am I overreacting 30/06/2008 10:32 GMT+2
61 sunday 29/06/2008 03:05 GMT+2
62 lazy saturday 28/06/2008 09:17 GMT+2
63 swollen 28/06/2008 05:13 GMT+2
64 healing 27/06/2008 06:34 GMT+2
65 day by day 26/06/2008 09:33 GMT+2
66 bLiNd FaITh..*if ya got a sec plz pray for me....* 25/06/2008 12:12 GMT+2
67 i'm living a nightmare 25/06/2008 07:02 GMT+2
68 zillas are coming tonighht 25/06/2008 02:30 GMT+2
69 rant about stats 23/06/2008 10:24 GMT+2
70 nova cane 23/06/2008 09:54 GMT+2
71 walking 22/06/2008 09:01 GMT+2
72 sunday 22/06/2008 07:32 GMT+2
73 tOtAlLlLlLy rAnDoM 21/06/2008 07:14 GMT+2
74 blah 21/06/2008 06:55 GMT+2
75 my sanity is slowly fading...UPDATE 20/06/2008 11:45 GMT+2
76 dedicated to will.i.am 20/06/2008 05:05 GMT+2
77 RANT/VENT....no miss nice bap here grrrrrrrrr 19/06/2008 08:28 GMT+2
78 nothing feels as good as...... 19/06/2008 02:37 GMT+2
79 friends are NOT like in sex and the city 18/06/2008 12:24 GMT+2
80 thursday=hanging in there 18/06/2008 11:05 GMT+2
81 more to come 17/06/2008 12:16 GMT+2
82 events....kinda long 17/06/2008 02:17 GMT+2
83 obama rally 16/06/2008 10:49 GMT+2
84 hardiest holiday to cope with 15/06/2008 12:44 GMT+2
85 great news 14/06/2008 06:00 GMT+2
86 obama in person 13/06/2008 09:58 GMT+2
87 mentor...maybe??? 13/06/2008 07:35 GMT+2
88 grrrrrrrrrrr 12/06/2008 01:58 GMT+2
89 best news in a LONG time 11/06/2008 10:26 GMT+2
90 prayers 10/06/2008 06:33 GMT+2
91 working my butt off 08/06/2008 12:02 GMT+2
92 army wives random...don't have 2 read 08/06/2008 08:57 GMT+2
93 ignorance 07/06/2008 01:53 GMT+2
94 watch out ms.carter and kim 06/06/2008 09:51 GMT+2
95 po' womans blues 03/06/2008 12:15 GMT+2
96 watching history 03/06/2008 07:49 GMT+2
97 love ya(uPdAtE) 02/06/2008 10:29 GMT+2
98 NEED advice ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!! 31/05/2008 12:32 GMT+2
99 venting 30/05/2008 12:14 GMT+2
100 pIsToNs 30/05/2008 10:36 GMT+2
101 TRYING 28/05/2008 11:10 GMT+2
102 lil bit of this lil of that 28/05/2008 07:49 GMT+2
103 overcome 27/05/2008 09:17 GMT+2
104 proud 24/05/2008 09:47 GMT+2
105 just what i needed 24/05/2008 02:25 GMT+2
106 decision about having baby(((updated)))) 22/05/2008 02:59 GMT+2
107 songs are so me today 21/05/2008 12:03 GMT+2
108 just checking in 20/05/2008 05:43 GMT+2
109 doors openingS 19/05/2008 12:24 GMT+2
110 figured some of it out 18/05/2008 09:32 GMT+2
111 different areas 18/05/2008 09:18 GMT+2
112 can't complain.... 17/05/2008 12:01 GMT+2
113 its such a small world........(a picture story).. 16/05/2008 01:23 GMT+2
114 u know what....Barack Obama makes me wanna just... 15/05/2008 07:49 GMT+2
115 when is enough is enough????????????? 14/05/2008 11:42 GMT+2
116 i KNOWWWW this isn't right...or is it????? 13/05/2008 09:48 GMT+2
117 10lbs.....GONE 13/05/2008 09:40 GMT+2
118 i was dropped in ALLLL this glitter.... 12/05/2008 03:51 GMT+2
119 sunday 11/05/2008 08:20 GMT+2
120 The Friend In You 09/05/2008 09:57 GMT+2
121 Mr. & Mrs(with pics) 08/05/2008 12:49 GMT+2
122 night out with my bestest 06/05/2008 10:46 GMT+2
123 dumbest mistake of mii career 05/05/2008 12:05 GMT+2
124 nothing reallyy..... u can skip if u want 05/05/2008 11:42 GMT+2
125 events 03/05/2008 11:13 GMT+2
126 my new lil hobby 02/05/2008 09:04 GMT+2
127 Pistons and Youtube 01/05/2008 06:01 GMT+2
128 can somebody tell me how to post pics &dwb 30/04/2008 12:25 GMT+2
129 pics...thanx nichole!!!AND grades AND utube 30/04/2008 10:01 GMT+2
130 am i becoming vain?!?...if so oh well 29/04/2008 12:44 GMT+2
131 mileys home and new look 29/04/2008 10:46 GMT+2
132 i've got the blues 28/04/2008 03:25 GMT+2
133 i've forgotten how to chill?!?! 27/04/2008 11:14 GMT+2
134 keyisha WHO. 26/04/2008 12:52 GMT+2
135 alright day 26/04/2008 08:49 GMT+2
136 date to see MARY J. BLIGE 25/04/2008 11:49 GMT+2
137 no title 24/04/2008 04:54 GMT+2
138 i keep telling myself i can't keep up w/ the joneS 23/04/2008 10:31 GMT+2
139 lit bit of everything 22/04/2008 04:54 GMT+2
140 i'm a junkie......hElP 20/04/2008 07:04 GMT+2
141 fed my soul, now feeding my body and mind 20/04/2008 03:48 GMT+2
142 i kicked back and laughed 19/04/2008 11:10 GMT+2
143 and a child shall lead them..... 19/04/2008 10:35 GMT+2
144 ladies can you answer a question for me...PLZZZZZZ 19/04/2008 06:10 GMT+2
145 and then there were THREE zillas 18/04/2008 02:10 GMT+2
146 the lottery 17/04/2008 06:57 GMT+2
147 i'm feeling well uhhh PROUD 15/04/2008 08:10 GMT+2
148 is she bipolar???? 14/04/2008 10:54 GMT+2
149 silver liningS 13/04/2008 09:45 GMT+2
150 sundays 13/04/2008 04:22 GMT+2
151 peace of mind 12/04/2008 09:45 GMT+2
152 MSNBC TONIGHT!!! 11/04/2008 09:18 GMT+2
153 lil bit of stuff 10/04/2008 12:18 GMT+2
154 i'm back full time 09/04/2008 07:20 GMT+2
155 more this time 08/04/2008 02:44 GMT+2
156 N/A 07/04/2008 03:59 GMT+2
157 short 03/04/2008 10:10 GMT+2
158 pride 31/03/2008 06:44 GMT+2
159 short and sweet 30/03/2008 04:35 GMT+2
160 thought things couldn't get worse...HA! 28/03/2008 02:33 GMT+2
161 romanique and ramblings 27/03/2008 10:25 GMT+2
162 technology withdrawl(UPDATE) 26/03/2008 10:31 GMT+2
163 RAMBLINGSSsSsSssSSS 26/03/2008 09:19 GMT+2
164 isn't fun anymore 25/03/2008 02:06 GMT+2
165 feeling kinda...blahhh 24/03/2008 08:49 GMT+2
166 easter 22/03/2008 11:06 GMT+2
167 weight, william, and Q's for my white friends 22/03/2008 10:54 GMT+2
168 injured(updated) 20/03/2008 08:02 GMT+2
169 i love a challenge 19/03/2008 09:35 GMT+2
170 events on bday...and more 18/03/2008 10:48 GMT+2
171 its MY birthday!!!!!!!!!! 16/03/2008 11:55 GMT+2
172 smashed bottle on my front porch 14/03/2008 12:01 GMT+2
173 what a sight 14/03/2008 05:46 GMT+2
174 W.O in the EARLY a.m 13/03/2008 12:07 GMT+2
175 quickie 13/03/2008 02:39 GMT+2
176 dreamt 12/03/2008 10:17 GMT+2
177 worthy of entry 12/03/2008 08:28 GMT+2
178 will and school 11/03/2008 09:40 GMT+2
179 SHORT ONE 10/03/2008 11:24 GMT+2
180 saturday 08/03/2008 04:46 GMT+2
181 in need of some serious strength 07/03/2008 01:26 GMT+2
182 i stand as ONE... 06/03/2008 12:23 GMT+2
183 OUT OF CONTROL 05/03/2008 07:43 GMT+2
184 anxious...OH and TEXAS AND OHIO 03/03/2008 11:28 GMT+2
185 treadmill today 03/03/2008 08:41 GMT+2
186 im coming home 02/03/2008 08:46 GMT+2
187 mom,mjb.miley 29/02/2008 09:44 GMT+2
188 full of suprises(its long) 28/02/2008 08:38 GMT+2
189 MY FATHER &MARY J.BLIGE 27/02/2008 11:34 GMT+2
190 sick & tired of being sick &tired 26/02/2008 06:44 GMT+2
191 Mizz.Miley 25/02/2008 09:31 GMT+2
192 NEED OF VACATION 25/02/2008 09:25 GMT+2
193 T.V 25/02/2008 07:30 GMT+2
194 ramblings 24/02/2008 08:25 GMT+2
195 simple things make life easier 23/02/2008 06:12 GMT+2
196 MISSING LINKS 22/02/2008 07:30 GMT+2
197 we had her shes 2.7lbs...need names 21/02/2008 10:00 GMT+2
198 last day....update 20/02/2008 10:01 GMT+2
199 dean of math 19/02/2008 10:07 GMT+2
200 my heart at 3am 19/02/2008 02:03 GMT+2
201 just TO DO 18/02/2008 08:01 GMT+2
202 no title needed 17/02/2008 04:03 GMT+2
203 vday,repeat,job, and *TaNae* 14/02/2008 09:47 GMT+2
204 happy valentine's day.... NEED info on puppies 14/02/2008 05:25 GMT+2
205 as a rock...need HELP with puppy 13/02/2008 08:10 GMT+2
206 rough night 12/02/2008 12:09 GMT+2
207 Pom-a-coc-a-poo pups 11/02/2008 06:34 GMT+2
208 a girl like me 10/02/2008 09:42 GMT+2
209 toodles 08/02/2008 07:24 GMT+2
210 still.....(UPDATE )....AGAIN 07/02/2008 08:08 GMT+2
211 will discovered..... 07/02/2008 07:23 GMT+2
212 do me a favor AND one day closer 06/02/2008 06:57 GMT+2
213 say cheeseeee 05/02/2008 05:36 GMT+2
214 first became preggie what were ur symptoms 04/02/2008 06:56 GMT+2
215 F U 2 03/02/2008 11:17 GMT+2
216 hopeless 30/01/2008 02:45 GMT+2
217 finally prayers answered 29/01/2008 07:02 GMT+2
218 VIP all night 29/01/2008 01:32 GMT+2
219 being born AND death is ALL thats promised! 27/01/2008 05:25 GMT+2
220 interview,papers,and ALMOST 22 24/01/2008 09:28 GMT+2
221 accomplished 23/01/2008 12:52 GMT+2
222 smashed rear mirror cuz i'm NOT lookin back 23/01/2008 08:00 GMT+2
223 LONG weekend 21/01/2008 05:43 GMT+2
224 DR.MLK Jr. 21/01/2008 03:29 GMT+2
225 NOT burnt out,im in control, and fingers crossed 18/01/2008 08:08 GMT+2
226 coco-cola 17/01/2008 06:02 GMT+2
227 pushin' it to no limit and dreams and ? 16/01/2008 10:15 GMT+2
228 fell off the wagon,music to my soul,and promiseS 16/01/2008 09:17 GMT+2
229 voting day! 15/01/2008 10:27 GMT+2
230 nothing too much 2day 14/01/2008 06:36 GMT+2
231 weekend update 13/01/2008 09:45 GMT+2
232 tryin' a new regimen 10/01/2008 12:01 GMT+2
233 MISSING LING PART 2 10/01/2008 11:14 GMT+2
234 MISSING LINK PART.1 10/01/2008 10:45 GMT+2
235 TLC and rambling 09/01/2008 12:02 GMT+2
236 fam,men, fabulous progress in W.O &my AMAZIN major 08/01/2008 10:31 GMT+2
237 1st day of the semister 07/01/2008 03:19 GMT+2
238 GreAT iN 08' 06/01/2008 06:55 GMT+2
239 tooolong.... MY FaVS have a place in my heart 17/12/2007 07:26 GMT+2
240 QUICKIE 15/12/2007 11:46 GMT+2
241 whats best for me 14/12/2007 10:58 GMT+2
242 i'm a GOD MOMMY ...YAYYYYYY 13/12/2007 06:42 GMT+2
243 all my healthy friends tell me what u think 13/12/2007 02:18 GMT+2
244 CLEAN FREAK....WHO ME?NAW HES JUST NASTY 12/12/2007 10:57 GMT+2
245 while i typed this my blood pressure shot up.... 12/12/2007 09:55 GMT+2
246 CAN WE SAY .....good,better,best 11/12/2007 06:19 GMT+2
247 UPDATE 10/12/2007 08:20 GMT+2
248 NEW JOB.....HOPEFULLY 07/12/2007 03:37 GMT+2
249 DEdicATed tO WILL 07/12/2007 02:03 GMT+2
250 now i'm ready... 06/12/2007 08:41 GMT+2
251 will and bap's story REACHING a conclusion 06/12/2007 06:20 GMT+2
252 novacane...UPDATE 05/12/2007 10:45 GMT+2
253 nothin' 2 exciting 05/12/2007 10:29 GMT+2
254 caught in a LIE...advice plz 04/12/2007 09:03 GMT+2
255 the loreal BEFORE will is.....BACK 03/12/2007 10:21 GMT+2
256 what the __ is HIS PROBLEM?!? 03/12/2007 04:56 GMT+2
257 me VS. research paper... 03/12/2007 03:08 GMT+2
258 no title needed 02/12/2007 07:34 GMT+2
259 hopefully in the christmas mood by 2nite 01/12/2007 11:25 GMT+2
260 ALMOST car accident 01/12/2007 10:57 GMT+2
261 R.I.P CAPO 30/11/2007 10:17 GMT+2
262 love is like wetting your pants 29/11/2007 10:37 GMT+2
263 once again 29/11/2007 07:57 GMT+2
264 a burden is lifted 28/11/2007 10:15 GMT+2
265 on the ocean floor 27/11/2007 11:59 GMT+2
266 here we go AGAINNNNNN 27/11/2007 02:02 GMT+2
267 (((sigh)))) i don't have the energy anymore 4 this 26/11/2007 05:24 GMT+2
268 juicy drama...rather long though! 25/11/2007 09:50 GMT+2
269 missed you guys too! 25/11/2007 07:02 GMT+2
270 on my trip 16/11/2007 06:29 GMT+2
271 really tired 15/11/2007 10:43 GMT+2
272 short.tired.goodnight 15/11/2007 03:58 GMT+2
273 Happy 21st Maya...L.Y.L.A.S 13/11/2007 11:10 GMT+2
274 100 pounds lighter 13/11/2007 08:21 GMT+2
275 completed,registered,short winded 12/11/2007 09:41 GMT+2
276 "slow dance" 11/11/2007 07:04 GMT+2
277 mommas boy(comment please) 11/11/2007 02:56 GMT+2
278 saturdays...geesh 10/11/2007 10:56 GMT+2
279 i'm glad i found my noah 10/11/2007 10:55 GMT+2
280 TGIF 09/11/2007 09:30 GMT+2
281 math,dreams, and missing will 09/11/2007 01:45 GMT+2
282 me vs.math UPDATED 08/11/2007 09:07 GMT+2
283 MDD P.U.S.H...poem/tired/MANGERS READ 07/11/2007 12:29 GMT+2
284 apartment update and hot date :0) 07/11/2007 03:21 GMT+2
285 his mom VS. me the prize--->will my BF 05/11/2007 11:17 GMT+2
286 relit our flame/endurance 05/11/2007 10:12 GMT+2
287 practicing 2008 new years resolution 04/11/2007 01:44 GMT+2
288 workin on NEW apt AND need of hair advice 04/11/2007 01:19 GMT+2
289 new apartment? 03/11/2007 11:01 GMT+2
290 FABULOUS FRIDAY 02/11/2007 01:22 GMT+2
291 song 4 my SUPERWOMEN +my day 01/11/2007 10:04 GMT+2
292 it feels good to breathe 31/10/2007 07:32 GMT+2
293 little things 30/10/2007 10:24 GMT+2
294 half full OR half empty 29/10/2007 11:07 GMT+2
295 break up to make up 28/10/2007 08:33 GMT+2
296 more irratible than a teething baby 28/10/2007 04:57 GMT+2
297 another short one 27/10/2007 10:05 GMT+2
298 short 26/10/2007 10:24 GMT+2
299 hmwk knocking down 24/10/2007 11:05 GMT+2
300 melting off 24/10/2007 10:46 GMT+2
301 me and God 101 23/10/2007 01:28 GMT+2
302 is God is tryin 2 tell me somethin' 22/10/2007 04:28 GMT+2
303 happy sweetiest day 20/10/2007 11:09 GMT+2
304 a student has got to do what a student has to 20/10/2007 10:15 GMT+2
305 school hopes 19/10/2007 03:23 GMT+2
306 THURSDA