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Hey my 20th birthday was yesterday!! I've decided to drop off these pounds before my 21st birthday. I'm 5'8 and weigh 212 a size 16. Please don't get it twisted I love my curves I just want to trim down to about a size 10 or 12. I'm an African American female who attends an HBCU(historically black college/ university. I live close to DETROIT michigan. This diary it just going to be the BRUTALLY HONEST. I plan to discuss weight issues, men and family problems, just any and everything. PLEASE give ANY feedback!!!
The life of a Black American Princess
by 1bap
Age: 22  Sex: F

680 Entries
# Entry Date
1 forgive but NEVER forget how big of a butt you r 18/11/2008 10:11 GMT+2
2 tired...always 18/11/2008 09:25 GMT+2
3 an old letter i found 17/11/2008 10:09 GMT+2
4 prenatals 17/11/2008 08:49 GMT+2
5 chi ching 16/11/2008 10:46 GMT+2
6 selfish restless thanksgiving float 16/11/2008 09:28 GMT+2
7 saturday 15/11/2008 09:53 GMT+2
8 bored 13/11/2008 06:00 GMT+2
9 stayin awake is hard now days 12/11/2008 09:35 GMT+2
10 i do...BUT 09/11/2008 09:19 GMT+2
11 let the guilt game BEGIN...... 09/11/2008 01:26 GMT+2
12 will has done the unthinkABLE and now we're DONE 07/11/2008 11:44 GMT+2
13 moms reaction to will 07/11/2008 07:23 GMT+2
14 cloud 9- cause obama's my president(1st fam photo) 04/11/2008 11:19 GMT+2
15 baROCKed the vote...YAYYYYYYYY 04/11/2008 06:27 GMT+2
16 the zilla's ain't foolin' me 02/11/2008 08:26 GMT+2
17 look tired 02/11/2008 07:13 GMT+2
18 HUGE STEP FOR MOM 01/11/2008 01:45 GMT+2
19 sleepy 31/10/2008 11:23 GMT+2
20 last night,wills stupidity,and poli rant 31/10/2008 07:33 GMT+2
21 i saw future 31/10/2008 07:16 GMT+2
22 food cravings 30/10/2008 06:27 GMT+2
23 craving fitness/09 academic 30/10/2008 04:13 GMT+2
24 i told my bestest 29/10/2008 04:57 GMT+2
25 bleeding fish fingers lol 28/10/2008 06:00 GMT+2
26 burnt out 28/10/2008 05:57 GMT+2
27 vote next week....FINALLY 27/10/2008 07:23 GMT+2
28 ready 26/10/2008 02:12 GMT+2
29 ready 26/10/2008 02:12 GMT+2
30 tired 25/10/2008 12:26 GMT+2
31 N/A 24/10/2008 10:26 GMT+2
32 i want my unborn son to be like my... 22/10/2008 10:25 GMT+2
33 making moves 22/10/2008 03:09 GMT+2
34 just saying hello really 21/10/2008 09:29 GMT+2
35 nothing in particular 21/10/2008 03:07 GMT+2
36 emotional miss piggy 20/10/2008 09:52 GMT+2
37 all over entry 19/10/2008 09:24 GMT+2
38 sickly sweetest day 18/10/2008 09:10 GMT+2
39 trip to the ER 17/10/2008 10:51 GMT+2
40 thanks 15/10/2008 08:35 GMT+2
41 "if i were a boy"-B 15/10/2008 07:21 GMT+2
42 DON'T BE STUPID 15/10/2008 06:26 GMT+2
43 debate 15/10/2008 02:45 GMT+2
44 still falling 14/10/2008 07:02 GMT+2
45 any tips 14/10/2008 06:00 GMT+2
46 falling into place 14/10/2008 02:14 GMT+2
47 rants and complaints(skip if ya want) 13/10/2008 09:58 GMT+2
48 job alert...faith 13/10/2008 05:54 GMT+2
49 future 12/10/2008 08:58 GMT+2
50 listen plz 11/10/2008 08:21 GMT+2
51 defeat 10/10/2008 09:56 GMT+2
52 planned parenthood 10/10/2008 08:46 GMT+2
53 tad better 10/10/2008 07:03 GMT+2
54 emotional day 09/10/2008 08:54 GMT+2
55 will is on that B.S 08/10/2008 09:22 GMT+2
56 moms reaction 08/10/2008 07:07 GMT+2
57 the results are in................ 08/10/2008 05:18 GMT+2
58 2am delivery/can u believe that debate 07/10/2008 08:48 GMT+2
59 i now understand 07/10/2008 06:02 GMT+2
60 WOMEN who have children....PLEASE READ &COMMENT 07/10/2008 04:33 GMT+2
61 miserable...if you've been preggie plz read 07/10/2008 02:36 GMT+2
62 waiting..........TiCk ToCk 06/10/2008 11:36 GMT+2
63 glad i went out 05/10/2008 10:46 GMT+2
64 saturday 04/10/2008 08:20 GMT+2
65 i found an 03/10/2008 10:03 GMT+2
66 miley VS.jay-z....TOOO EASY! 03/10/2008 06:18 GMT+2
67 breathing easy 01/10/2008 08:11 GMT+2
68 feeling a lil better 01/10/2008 07:43 GMT+2
69 feeling a lil better 01/10/2008 07:43 GMT+2
70 burnt out 30/09/2008 09:04 GMT+2
71 pictureS say 1000 words..b4 &after 28/09/2008 10:38 GMT+2
72 nothing much 27/09/2008 03:24 GMT+2
73 change is coming 26/09/2008 08:27 GMT+2
74 skip this one 25/09/2008 11:29 GMT+2
75 he may not come when u wnt him BUT hes on time 24/09/2008 11:50 GMT+2
76 so much DONE 24/09/2008 09:01 GMT+2
77 MANY PRAYERS NEEDED 23/09/2008 10:57 GMT+2
78 PLAN B 23/09/2008 03:59 GMT+2
79 fixed reflection 22/09/2008 10:53 GMT+2
80 where am i? 22/09/2008 09:57 GMT+2
81 excited..isn't even the word 22/09/2008 06:26 GMT+2
82 mary mary 21/09/2008 08:22 GMT+2
83 driving,school,clubs 21/09/2008 03:52 GMT+2
84 PISSED 21/09/2008 02:01 GMT+2
85 something small 20/09/2008 09:44 GMT+2
86 no title...just read 18/09/2008 09:21 GMT+2
87 same mood 17/09/2008 07:38 GMT+2
88 N/A 14/09/2008 08:39 GMT+2
89 N/A 14/09/2008 04:00 GMT+2
90 N/A 13/09/2008 11:05 GMT+2
91 hey 12/09/2008 11:17 GMT+2
92 motivation 11/09/2008 05:27 GMT+2
93 no title 10/09/2008 10:06 GMT+2
94 agenda 08/09/2008 07:42 GMT+2
95 i should be making lemonade 08/09/2008 03:43 GMT+2
96 i stumbled into it again 06/09/2008 07:24 GMT+2
97 complaints/alter ego 05/09/2008 02:49 GMT+2
98 *sigh* 04/09/2008 06:22 GMT+2
99 N/A 04/09/2008 06:14 GMT+2
100 missed ya much 03/09/2008 08:35 GMT+2
101 ready for the school thing 01/09/2008 11:19 GMT+2
102 wild wild saturday 31/08/2008 12:22 GMT+2
103 take the time to read 31/08/2008 12:17 GMT+2
104 early bird GOT the worm 31/08/2008 08:27 GMT+2
105 live and let go 31/08/2008 07:51 GMT+2
106 am i over re-acting??? 31/08/2008 06:01 GMT+2
107 how i manage it all 30/08/2008 09:10 GMT+2
108 when will i ever get to rest 29/08/2008 10:04 GMT+2
109 confession...most poweful speech in my lifetime 28/08/2008 10:07 GMT+2
110 YES WE CAN...my heart believes that 100% 28/08/2008 09:10 GMT+2
111 not superhuman 27/08/2008 11:42 GMT+2
112 marriage,abortions,welfare,births....what gives?!? 27/08/2008 10:36 GMT+2
113 short tid bids 27/08/2008 09:18 GMT+2
114 acceptence letter 26/08/2008 10:47 GMT+2
115 tanae's days 26/08/2008 10:37 GMT+2
116 stressed 26/08/2008 10:15 GMT+2
117 back to normal life....busy as always 25/08/2008 09:26 GMT+2
118 new leaf 25/08/2008 08:56 GMT+2
119 friends=networking 25/08/2008 08:17 GMT+2
120 back safely 24/08/2008 04:22 GMT+2
121 keep me in your prayers 22/08/2008 12:06 GMT+2
122 waiting AND i'm going down..hooray 21/08/2008 07:02 GMT+2
123 new guyS on the block 21/08/2008 04:44 GMT+2
124 long one 21/08/2008 02:18 GMT+2
125 women's input ONLY 20/08/2008 09:46 GMT+2
126 moving on up...my OWN business 20/08/2008 01:55 GMT+2
127 my babies growing up 19/08/2008 10:30 GMT+2
128 safe 18/08/2008 11:41 GMT+2
129 quickie 15/08/2008 10:09 GMT+2
130 just for awhile 12/08/2008 11:18 GMT+2
131 need help with a name 12/08/2008 08:53 GMT+2
132 power OUT 12/08/2008 03:25 GMT+2
133 busy week 11/08/2008 01:28 GMT+2
134 random stuff 10/08/2008 08:59 GMT+2
135 summed up 10/08/2008 04:23 GMT+2
136 Gone But Never 4gotten 09/08/2008 09:44 GMT+2
137 after winter must come spring 09/08/2008 09:26 GMT+2
138 sometimes all a girl needs is a..... 08/08/2008 09:05 GMT+2
139 to the left to the left 08/08/2008 05:41 GMT+2
140 1st wives club ANNDD letter to kiddie bappy 07/08/2008 09:23 GMT+2
141 excited about LiFe 07/08/2008 07:15 GMT+2
142 lil miss miley and working on ME 06/08/2008 07:07 GMT+2
143 gettin' by 05/08/2008 10:10 GMT+2
144 the day after 05/08/2008 09:19 GMT+2
145 yesterday,HATERS, and mental vacation 05/08/2008 03:17 GMT+2
146 WE both decided to quit 04/08/2008 07:44 GMT+2
147 stepmother and father are TRULY a piece of work 03/08/2008 11:12 GMT+2
148 william's plane touches town today 02/08/2008 06:40 GMT+2
149 father's point of view(pics) 01/08/2008 09:57 GMT+2
150 what 222 do at casino 01/08/2008 09:19 GMT+2
151 i'm on to something 31/07/2008 10:45 GMT+2
152 refreshed(update at bottom) 31/07/2008 10:08 GMT+2
153 vivan green sung my heart 31/07/2008 04:00 GMT+2
154 new prespective 30/07/2008 12:31 GMT+2
155 i'm NOT a freakin' doll so don't play with me 29/07/2008 11:45 GMT+2
156 entry is all over the place PLUS pics 28/07/2008 12:47 GMT+2
157 ya girl is BACK 27/07/2008 05:55 GMT+2
158 T.G.I.F 25/07/2008 01:05 GMT+2
159 BUSSSYYYYYY BEE...THATS ME! 24/07/2008 09:34 GMT+2
160 passionate about my culture 23/07/2008 04:10 GMT+2
161 painfully honest......let me explain 22/07/2008 11:01 GMT+2
162 when school is over 22/07/2008 10:23 GMT+2
163 cd on repeat...feelin lil wayne 22/07/2008 04:58 GMT+2
164 FRIENDS...how many of us have them 21/07/2008 06:13 GMT+2
165 detoxing SOME people(im gonna be okay) 20/07/2008 12:49 GMT+2
166 random 19/07/2008 01:13 GMT+2
167 live you life...its not enough just to dream it 18/07/2008 10:31 GMT+2
168 dedicated to all the women on mdd 16/07/2008 08:36 GMT+2
169 LOOK HOW FAR I'VE COME(pics) 16/07/2008 04:25 GMT+2
170 aint life funny(PICS) 15/07/2008 10:10 GMT+2
171 the straw that broke THIS camels back.. 13/07/2008 08:34 GMT+2
172 sunday=too many bday parties 12/07/2008 11:22 GMT+2
173 legacys and alter egos 11/07/2008 11:35 GMT+2
174 POLITICAL RANT AND RAVE 10/07/2008 12:00 GMT+2
175 finally a real date 10/07/2008 10:21 GMT+2
176 need advice from mdd...plz 09/07/2008 08:28 GMT+2
177 food 08/07/2008 11:11 GMT+2
178 just glad(PIC UPDATE) 07/07/2008 07:09 GMT+2
179 feeling blah rant...mostly 4 me 06/07/2008 11:38 GMT+2
180 pics of 7/4/ weekend and oldies 04/07/2008 09:50 GMT+2
181 concrete rose...thats me 03/07/2008 12:05 GMT+2
182 bad mama jamma(PICS) 03/07/2008 11:52 GMT+2
183 drama dwindled down....THANK GOD 02/07/2008 06:49 GMT+2
184 umph 30/06/2008 11:32 GMT+2
185 is he cheating OR am I overreacting 30/06/2008 10:32 GMT+2
186 sunday 29/06/2008 03:05 GMT+2
187 lazy saturday 28/06/2008 09:17 GMT+2
188 swollen 28/06/2008 05:13 GMT+2
189 healing 27/06/2008 06:34 GMT+2
190 day by day 26/06/2008 09:33 GMT+2
191 bLiNd FaITh..*if ya got a sec plz pray for me....* 25/06/2008 12:12 GMT+2
192 i'm living a nightmare 25/06/2008 07:02 GMT+2
193 zillas are coming tonighht 25/06/2008 02:30 GMT+2
194 rant about stats 23/06/2008 10:24 GMT+2
195 nova cane 23/06/2008 09:54 GMT+2
196 walking 22/06/2008 09:01 GMT+2
197 sunday 22/06/2008 07:32 GMT+2
198 tOtAlLlLlLy rAnDoM 21/06/2008 07:14 GMT+2
199 blah 21/06/2008 06:55 GMT+2
200 my sanity is slowly fading...UPDATE 20/06/2008 11:45 GMT+2
201 dedicated to will.i.am 20/06/2008 05:05 GMT+2
202 RANT/VENT....no miss nice bap here grrrrrrrrr 19/06/2008 08:28 GMT+2
203 nothing feels as good as...... 19/06/2008 02:37 GMT+2
204 friends are NOT like in sex and the city 18/06/2008 12:24 GMT+2
205 thursday=hanging in there 18/06/2008 11:05 GMT+2
206 more to come 17/06/2008 12:16 GMT+2
207 events....kinda long 17/06/2008 02:17 GMT+2
208 obama rally 16/06/2008 10:49 GMT+2
209 hardiest holiday to cope with 15/06/2008 12:44 GMT+2
210 great news 14/06/2008 06:00 GMT+2
211 obama in person 13/06/2008 09:58 GMT+2
212 mentor...maybe??? 13/06/2008 07:35 GMT+2
213 grrrrrrrrrrr 12/06/2008 01:58 GMT+2
214 best news in a LONG time 11/06/2008 10:26 GMT+2
215 prayers 10/06/2008 06:33 GMT+2
216 working my butt off 08/06/2008 12:02 GMT+2
217 army wives random...don't have 2 read 08/06/2008 08:57 GMT+2
218 ignorance 07/06/2008 01:53 GMT+2
219 watch out ms.carter and kim 06/06/2008 09:51 GMT+2
220 po' womans blues 03/06/2008 12:15 GMT+2
221 watching history 03/06/2008 07:49 GMT+2
222 love ya(uPdAtE) 02/06/2008 10:29 GMT+2
223 NEED advice ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!! 31/05/2008 12:32 GMT+2
224 venting 30/05/2008 12:14 GMT+2
225 pIsToNs 30/05/2008 10:36 GMT+2
226 TRYING 28/05/2008 11:10 GMT+2
227 lil bit of this lil of that 28/05/2008 07:49 GMT+2
228 overcome 27/05/2008 09:17 GMT+2
229 proud 24/05/2008 09:47 GMT+2
230 just what i needed 24/05/2008 02:25 GMT+2
231 decision about having baby(((updated)))) 22/05/2008 02:59 GMT+2
232 songs are so me today 21/05/2008 12:03 GMT+2
233 just checking in 20/05/2008 05:43 GMT+2
234 doors openingS 19/05/2008 12:24 GMT+2
235 figured some of it out 18/05/2008 09:32 GMT+2
236 different areas 18/05/2008 09:18 GMT+2
237 can't complain.... 17/05/2008 12:01 GMT+2
238 its such a small world........(a picture story).. 16/05/2008 01:23 GMT+2
239 u know what....Barack Obama makes me wanna just... 15/05/2008 07:49 GMT+2
240 when is enough is enough????????????? 14/05/2008 11:42 GMT+2
241 i KNOWWWW this isn't right...or is it????? 13/05/2008 09:48 GMT+2
242 10lbs.....GONE 13/05/2008 09:40 GMT+2
243 i was dropped in ALLLL this glitter.... 12/05/2008 03:51 GMT+2
244 sunday 11/05/2008 08:20 GMT+2
245 The Friend In You 09/05/2008 09:57 GMT+2
246 Mr. & Mrs(with pics) 08/05/2008 12:49 GMT+2
247 night out with my bestest 06/05/2008 10:46 GMT+2
248 dumbest mistake of mii career 05/05/2008 12:05 GMT+2
249 nothing reallyy..... u can skip if u want 05/05/2008 11:42 GMT+2
250 events 03/05/2008 11:13 GMT+2
251 my new lil hobby 02/05/2008 09:04 GMT+2
252 Pistons and Youtube 01/05/2008 06:01 GMT+2
253 can somebody tell me how to post pics &dwb 30/04/2008 12:25 GMT+2
254 pics...thanx nichole!!!AND grades AND utube 30/04/2008 10:01 GMT+2
255 am i becoming vain?!?...if so oh well 29/04/2008 12:44 GMT+2
256 mileys home and new look 29/04/2008 10:46 GMT+2
257 i've got the blues 28/04/2008 03:25 GMT+2
258 i've forgotten how to chill?!?! 27/04/2008 11:14 GMT+2
259 keyisha WHO. 26/04/2008 12:52 GMT+2
260 alright day 26/04/2008 08:49 GMT+2
261 date to see MARY J. BLIGE 25/04/2008 11:49 GMT+2
262 no title 24/04/2008 04:54 GMT+2
263 i keep telling myself i can't keep up w/ the joneS 23/04/2008 10:31 GMT+2
264 lit bit of everything 22/04/2008 04:54 GMT+2
265 i'm a junkie......hElP 20/04/2008 07:04 GMT+2
266 fed my soul, now feeding my body and mind 20/04/2008 03:48 GMT+2
267 i kicked back and laughed 19/04/2008 11:10 GMT+2
268 and a child shall lead them..... 19/04/2008 10:35 GMT+2
269 ladies can you answer a question for me...PLZZZZZZ 19/04/2008 06:10 GMT+2
270 and then there were THREE zillas 18/04/2008 02:10 GMT+2
271 the lottery 17/04/2008 06:57 GMT+2
272 i'm feeling well uhhh PROUD 15/04/2008 08:10 GMT+2
273 is she bipolar???? 14/04/2008 10:54 GMT+2
274 silver liningS 13/04/2008 09:45 GMT+2
275 sundays 13/04/2008 04:22 GMT+2
276 peace of mind 12/04/2008 09:45 GMT+2
277 MSNBC TONIGHT!!! 11/04/2008 09:18 GMT+2
278 lil bit of stuff 10/04/2008 12:18 GMT+2
279 i'm back full time 09/04/2008 07:20 GMT+2
280 more this time 08/04/2008 02:44 GMT+2
281 N/A 07/04/2008 03:59 GMT+2
282 short 03/04/2008 10:10 GMT+2
283 pride 31/03/2008 06:44 GMT+2
284 short and sweet 30/03/2008 04:35 GMT+2
285 thought things couldn't get worse...HA! 28/03/2008 02:33 GMT+2
286 romanique and ramblings 27/03/2008 10:25 GMT+2
287 technology withdrawl(UPDATE) 26/03/2008 10:31 GMT+2
288 RAMBLINGSSsSsSssSSS 26/03/2008 09:19 GMT+2
289 isn't fun anymore 25/03/2008 02:06 GMT+2
290 feeling kinda...blahhh 24/03/2008 08:49 GMT+2
291 easter 22/03/2008 11:06 GMT+2
292 weight, william, and Q's for my white friends 22/03/2008 10:54 GMT+2
293 injured(updated) 20/03/2008 08:02 GMT+2
294 i love a challenge 19/03/2008 09:35 GMT+2
295 events on bday...and more 18/03/2008 10:48 GMT+2
296 its MY birthday!!!!!!!!!! 16/03/2008 11:55 GMT+2
297 smashed bottle on my front porch 14/03/2008 12:01 GMT+2
298 what a sight 14/03/2008 05:46 GMT+2
299 W.O in the EARLY a.m 13/03/2008 12:07 GMT+2
300 quickie 13/03/2008 02:39 GMT+2
301 dreamt 12/03/2008 10:17 GMT+2
302 worthy of entry 12/03/2008 08:28 GMT+2
303 will and school 11/03/2008 09:40 GMT+2
304 SHORT ONE 10/03/2008 11:24 GMT+2
305 saturday 08/03/2008 04:46 GMT+2
306 in need of some serious strength 07/03/2008 01:26 GMT+2
307 i stand as ONE... 06/